Fuck this Town.

I'm beginning to question my faith in society. Sure, so far, I have none, but the little that was left was just fucking demolished.

Every night I walk uptown, to meet someone, to take someone somewhere, or to just cruise for a bite to eat, I have to get into a fight, verbal or physical. It seems like every day people just love to get up in my face to try and kiss me.

Really, can I not just have a peaceful life? I don't do drugs anymore, I hardly drink, I'm quitting smoking, and I'm exercising. I'm healthier than I've ever been, I'm mature, and I just want to live quietly. I don't want to fight anyone or anything. I just want to live my life.


But no. I'm not allowed a peaceful life. Someone has to start a rumor that I "pulled a knife on two girls at the fair."

Right. Now, explain that to me logically. Why in the sweet name of fuck would I pull a knife on two girls? If, and I can't overstate the if, I decided to get into a fight with any number of girls, would I pull a knife? I'm not weak. I can hold my own in a fight. I don't need a knife to win. And the best part is, I would not even dream of hitting a girl.

So why must you assume that because of what one person said, that I pulled a knife? I don't carry a fucking knife. What's the point in that? If I was to carry a knife, it would be for self defense. But then, if used for self defense, I get a hefty fine for a concealed weapon, manslaughter (if the offender was to be killed) and probably a charge for disturbing the peace. So any incentive to carry a knife is already ruined, is it not?

Even better is when people get into my face for absolutely NO reason. Like when Kyle Delorme grabbed me by the neck and threw me into a window, screaming about how I cant stand up to him.

Well no fucking shit, Kyle. I cant. Your bigger, stronger, and could probably kill me with your bare hands. I don't really care that you can kick my ass. I'm not the toughest guy on the block, I'm aware of that. But assaulting me for no reason? You're fucking brilliant.

Seriously. This town is the depths of hell for me.